I am in a transitional stage of my life where I know that the time has come to highlight the fact that your life was ended by some other child and no-one is being held responsible for what they have done. I live daily with the love I have in my heart for you, my special son who has given me the strength to carry on living with an empty heart. The day that pain pierced my heart, I knew that something was wrong but did not think that it was you passing, a tear rolls down my face as I sit here and write no-one can know how my heart breaks. The daily pains are lifted away when I smile as I remember your face, your smile, your grace, your charm, your playfulness keeps me uplifted son. Love mumxxxx